So to be honest recently i just fell in love with this guy which had turned my life upside down, broke my heart, put a cliffhanger to my imaginary love story and make me crazy of him for every second. However, after i confessed my feelings and those cheezy things and stuff, surprisingly he didnt really reject me but somehow indirectly wanting me to wait bcoz apparently he has no money to get married (but i just want him, not his money). However, due to his acceptance, i bcame so desperate, like really wanting to be with him and get married with him. Im yearning for his touch, love and attention. I wish i could stay contacted to him every second, listen to his voice and see his face. I wanted to know what hes doing, where hed go, with whom, with what and its terribly disturbing for him(?) and for myself neither. I have to encounter serious anxiety, instability of emotion and my sanity. I had bcame someone i dont know. I bcame someone i use to hate when my other girlfriends do it. I...